Post by xion on Jan 30, 2010 17:05:34 GMT -5
Date: Unknown
Entry: How?
Entry: How?
I think it’s been a little over a year since I…well, I can’t say faded because I wasn’t swallowed by the darkness. What would what I did be called? Since I sacrificed myself in order for my best friend and a boy I’ve never met to live on? Yes, well, I suppose that’ll do. I’ve decided to write this so that I may, at the very least, keep myself from going insane. I still remember that sunset, how could I forget it? It was one of our last ones before I escaped and found Riku at Beast’s Castle.
To tell you the truth, I never thought him to be a Beast. I think he was just a lonely man that was cursed into becoming a Beast until he fell in love. I’m glad I never got to see whether or not Xaldin’s actions were put into play. If they had been, I surely don’t want to know what happened to the poor Beast and his little princess. I can’t help but wonder, though. Wonder what would have happened if the members sent to Castle Oblivion weren’t really the ones sent there. Say, I wonder what would happen if Superior, ah, Xemans. I forget I’m no longer with the Organization…If he had made Xaldin go instead of Larxene. Would she have gotten as interested in the Beast as Xaldin did?
Ah…There I go again. Zoning out and thinking about things that don’t really concern me. I still wonder how I came to be…the first time, and now this time as well. I should be inside of Roxas…inside of Sora, but I’m not. I’m back, and I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or not. I think I’m going to go find Riku. He should have the answers I crave, right? He had them last time, although I’m not sure how good that did me. Until I get back.
Xion