Post by Tifa Lockhart on Nov 23, 2009 8:43:04 GMT -5
First Entry
It’s always hard for me to let my feeling out. One reason is because I am afraid of losing what is dear to me. I am trying to live my life without regret but that was when he came back and that changed everything.......
Since no one will be reading this I guess it’s I can write what I feel. I know it’s always best to let it out and this is one way for me.
I was moving on with my life when he came back Cloud. I saw him sitting at the entrance of the bar soaked in his own tears. Without a moment of hesitation I invited him back into my life and cared for him, that was when those feeling I had for him came back and were stronger than ever. I still can’t admit those feelings. What if I ended up losing his friendship? I can’t risk that.
Another thing I didn’t tell Cloud about was the letter I got from Sora. He still has no idea that I left my world to search for him or that I fought in the last battle against the Darkness. In the letter I was asked to attend a meeting in just a few days for the Heroes of Light, and I couldn’t say no.
The worlds are in danger again, I have to do something to help otherwise I won’t be able to sleep at night.
Over the years I have gotten stronger. I am not the same girl I was a few years back so now I am ready to do what I can to help everyone in this fight.
The meeting is in just a few days so I guess I will be leaving Gaia again and probably closing the bar Seventh Haven. I have already explained the situation to the customers and they understand, well some of them do and that’s good enough for me.
Maybe if I can gather up my courage this time I can tell Cloud how I feel before he leaves again. If he lets me in then I might give that a try. Funny right how I still haven’t given up on him? I will try my best that’s all I can say for now, but what worries me is that he might be in love with someone else...... but I can never know for sure not unless I take this chance.
Tifa
