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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Feb 27, 2010 20:59:00 GMT -5
"Tifa...When are we ever going to be okay? I mean...." He sighed as he watched her turn away from him and walked a few feet away as well. There was some thing else...He could feel it. But was not sure what it was.
"Why are you doing this? Turning away from me...Is my friendship not enough?" He was scared now...What would she say? He thought all they had was friendship nothing else...He was worried that she was worried about some thing else...Some thing he had no idea that it was in deed love...He was just clueless....
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 5, 2010 20:14:40 GMT -5
A friend that was all he saw her as only a friend. That just crushed all her hopes of ever having something more. She couldn't tell him and he clearly didn't feel the same way towards her. Tifa lowered her gaze to the ground at his words. What could she say now?
She tried her best to hold her tears from falling and that was the hardest thing as she ever did. All her life she thought that maybe they had a chance to be together that maybe he was just worried to reveal his feelings like she was but at that moment she gave up. "You don't understand........... I...... never mind its nothing...... forget what I said Cloud its not important......"
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Mar 13, 2010 22:22:16 GMT -5
"You don't understand........... I...... never mind its nothing...... forget what I said Cloud its not important......"
Cloud was more confused now. He raised an eye brow to show her how confused he was....He cared about her a lot....Probably more than any one else in this little woodsy town...The only one Cloud did not want to leave was her...."Tifa I.....I.....What ever I did...What ever I said....to make you feel like this....I'm sorry...."
He didn't still know that it was love....That she was falling for him right now....And that she was given up on any chance she might have with him....But still Cloud had no idea about those kind of feelings....He was still young and chasing his own rain bow...Shouldn't she be doing that....?
"Tifa...Don't you have a goal in life? Some thing you've always to do....?"
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 15, 2010 11:13:26 GMT -5
"You really don't know do you........? Its not what you did its what you didn't............" Tifa stopped just then. She was just about to tell him about her feelings but she stopped herself just in time. She couldn't especially after what Cloud said. Her hopes were crushed right there, even though he didn't say anything she could tell from his eyes he didn't feel the same way.
There was no way they could be together now she realized that.He was leaving and who knew if he would ever be back and if Cloud did become a Soldier and a hero other girls would be lining up to meet him. 'He will just forget about me and this night.......' With a sigh Tifa stood back up and tried to smile to hide her pain. "I did...... but I lost that goal now...... forget about it I said its not important."
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Mar 22, 2010 11:13:33 GMT -5
"You really don't know do you........? Its not what you did its what you didn't............" "I did...... but I lost that goal now...... forget about it I said its not important."
Cloud moved closer to her then...."Tifa...." He stopped himself....Some thing just hit his mind then....Did he have feelings for her? What was going on with him....? He placed a hand on her shoulder.....Trying to calm her down....She could never hide her feelings from him.....Didn't she know that by now....He saw how upset she was....He was just scared now....He wanted to run....He was scared that he'd hint it to her too early....What if? What if he did have strong 'love' feelings for her....? Was this real....? Or was it that he was beginning to miss her....? Even if he said some thing she might not feel the same....He was scared to tell her....Something or some one knocked the realization in his mind up here....But who....? He backed off and started to walk away from her....
"Okay, well, I better get going...." He was scared...What the hell was happening to him....? He was too young for love....
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 22, 2010 22:04:05 GMT -5
He placed a hand on her shoulder but that only made things worse as Tifa tried to ignore the pain she was feeling from a broken heart. She didn't even lift her head to look at him and then he backed away. Was he upset or mad at her? Her eyes close and a few tears fell but she wiped them away instantly before Cloud could see.
Then he turned to leave and didn't even look at her. Was he that upset, did he hate her now? "Cloud wait...... did I say something to upset you? I....... I am sorry....."
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Mar 24, 2010 13:40:58 GMT -5
"Cloud wait...... did I say something to upset you? I....... I am sorry....."
Cloud at once turned around...."No...You did nothing to upset me....I...I just...." "I wanna tell you what I'm feeling right now.....But I can't...." He did get a glimpse of her wiping her tears away from her eyes....She was upset about some thing....Was it the same thing he was feeling? He wasn't sure though....This was new to him....He couldn't show any sign of emotion.....Or she might get a hint....But he broke that line when he placed a kiss on her cheek....."Wait for me....? That's all I ask....I promise I'll let you know what goes on.....While I'm away....Just....be safe.....Promise me you won't do any thing reckless.....Like climbing a cliff....Tifa.....I couldn't live if any thing happened to you....You're my best friend...."
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 24, 2010 21:02:13 GMT -5
"Well I must have did something because your walking away........." Tifa added as she saw Cloud turn around.Even when he said it was nothing she didn't believe him. The way he acted said it there was something wrong but she had no idea what that was.
Tifa sighed but soon added a smile. She was upset too but as always tried to hide it with a smile as she listened to Cloud. "I.........." She paused at the last words best friends, was that all she was to him a friend and nothing more? She forced another smile on her lips and nodded to his request. "I will try......."
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Mar 24, 2010 22:59:27 GMT -5
"Well I must have did something because your walking away........." "I.........." "I will try......."
"Just look into my eyes..." He was now very close to her....So close he could kiss her....But he was scared too....He's never kissed any one like that....He was trying to give her hints on how he really felt.....But again he was just a scared little boy.....He wasn't sure if this was some thing real....Or some thing he had just dreamed about all his life.....He did have dreams about her....About her being with him....Marrying him....But those were only dreams right....? He was so confused right now....He couldn't ask his mother about this now....She would say it was an excuse to stay....And he couldn't....His heart rate raced ten times faster as he was this close to her....God he wanted to kiss her! Why was this so damned hard?! He knew....He didn't want it to get long term.....She wouldn't be able to handle a relationship like that....He would be far away from her....And he knew she would worry about him constantly.....
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 25, 2010 18:15:46 GMT -5
Tifa turned around when suddenly Cloud was standing so close to her. She blushed, was it visible? She really was nervous now as she never stood this close to Cloud before. Her heart raced with time beating faster than it ever had. She was worried he would notice and her blush darkened to a shade of red when he asked her to look into his eyes.
"Cloud........" Tifa did just that and smiled as she looked into his eyes. What was happening now she had no idea. A minute ago he wanted to leave and now he was standing so close to her asking her to look into his eyes. She was lost in her thoughts but no matter what she couldn't move away.
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Mar 25, 2010 19:00:34 GMT -5
"Cloud........"
Cloud just smiled...Simply smiled sweetly at her...He wanted her to be happy....He didn't want her to worry about him....He took his fingers slowly...but shaky...up to the strand of long brown hair that was flowing on her cheek and brushed it away.....Then he saw her cheeks....They were blushing...."Tifa....I'm really scared right now....This feeling....It makes my heart race...." "TIFA!!" A boy called from down the hill top.....Cloud jumped a little frightened from it....He was so close to kissing her....And now it was ruined.....
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 25, 2010 19:32:45 GMT -5
His hand moved up to touch her cheeks to brush her hair back. That only made Tifa's blush turn to red. He was standing so close to her now. Her heart beated like drums, she was so nervous now and scared of him noticing that cause he would then be able to tell how much she cared for him.
"Cloud......" she muttered nervously avoiding looking up into his eyes afraid of what she might see. His touch sent shivers down her spine and Tifa knew he could see her blush as he stood so close.
His word confused her what did he mean? "Cloud I...." She saw him leaning closer, was this what she thought it was? No he didn't like her that way or she thought he didn't. Tifa jumped suddenly and stumbled back a bit as someone called her name. She turned to look down to see one of her friends there and pause but waved her hand to greet him.
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Mar 25, 2010 19:41:55 GMT -5
Cloud felt the moment was crushed. He knew now he would never have this opportunity again....He was leaving tomorrow...."You're father wants you home now!" The boy glanced over at Cloud....Cloud couldn't see very well....But he knew it was a go to hell look...Cloud was used to it by now....And Cloud then backed away from Tifa then....He didn't want to start a fight....
"You better go to your dad...." He whispered....."If you wanna see me one more time....Come to the train station tomorrow morning....around 5:30 am.....I'm leaving at 6.....Now go on....Before your father comes out here....." He didn't want to leave her....But he knew the guy down below them was ordered by her father to bring her home......
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 26, 2010 1:06:15 GMT -5
"Guess my father figured out I left the house......." Tifa said pausing after with a sigh. She wanted to know what he was going to say earlier. He mentioned something about feelings but what did he mean? Could it be that he too had feelings for her? No Tifa instantly shook her head. She wanted to ask Cloud but was scared to, so she decided to just hold on to that little piece of hope he just gave her.
"Yeah I better get back........ he's been over protective ever since that day......" She said pausing again as she looked at Cloud. She was struggling not to tell him about her feelings at that minute but it was so hard to hold them in. "I......." She stopped and listened to him with a nod. "Yes...... I will meet you tomorrow then........" With that she turned and stated to climb down the mountain and back to her house.
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Mar 26, 2010 13:34:01 GMT -5
"Guess my father figured out I left the house......." He nodded.....He didn't want her to get into trouble....."Yeah I better get back........ he's been over protective ever since that day......" "I......." "Yes...... I will meet you tomorrow then........" He watched her climb down the mountain....And waited til she was out of ear shot.....
"I love you....." ...I love you.... He said it but a bit too late! Damn he was such a jerk in this....He didn't know how to say that to her face.....He was still wondering though if it was a real feeling....Then after she left....He sighed....He was all alone on the mountain...He looked down at his hands that were still shaky....And sighed.....
The next morning Cloud waited for her at the train station that would take him to Midgar.....He looked at his watch....5:45 am....It read.....Cloud was about to give up on waiting....He had a present for her.....And wanted to give it to her before he left....But would she make it on time? Cloud tried not to cry when he left his mom this morning....He wouldn't even let her come to the train station....He knew he broke her heart.....But it had to be done.....
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