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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Jan 10, 2010 0:43:29 GMT -5
"Cloud...." "No its okay...." "I am the one who should be sorry for letting you wait...."
"Tifa...It's okay...Don't worry about me...Have you seen what your love had done for me? I'll wait a little longer if I have to...." He said as he sighed. And closed his eyes after he leaned his head against the head of his bed. And his back up against his pillow....He had one knee bent upwards.....As he reopened his eyes...And smiled...
She would see that he meant everything he just said as she would look in his eyes....It was amazing...She truly helped him forget about those painful memories he once had in his heart....Now they were locked away deep in his mind....
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Jan 10, 2010 13:43:07 GMT -5
"Still..... I am sorry for letting you wait...." Tifa added and then saw his smile and couldn't help but smile back. "Thank you...." She said looking at him as she moved close. She glanced down at her ring and beamed happily. She looked back at Cloud and reached to grab his hand.
"Your really amazing Cloud.... your willing to wait for me till I am ready..... You have already done so much for me..... I want to at least do something for you...." Tifa sighed nerviously as she glanced at at him but avoided his eyes. She still wasn't ready but if this was what Cloud wanted she wouldn't say no.
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Jan 10, 2010 19:09:35 GMT -5
"Still..... I am sorry for letting you wait...." "Thank you...." He opened his eyes to see her move closer to him....He was trying to stay away from her boundaries....But she was making it so hard not to...."Your really amazing Cloud.... your willing to wait for me till I am ready..... You have already done so much for me..... I want to at least do something for you...." Cloud felt her grab his hand in hers....As he looked down at them then back up at her....He was nervous....But his eyes still had a lot of love in them. He was just not ready right now....He took a hard swallow as he started talking again...."You don't have to right now to just please me...Honestly...I'm not as ready as I thought..." He hoped that she would understand. She would she felt just like he did...Not ready...And that was a good thing...When they were both ready then they would both know....The kissing and flirting was all good...But going further than that, kinda scared Cloud a bit....What if he got her pregnant....? And she was not ready for that....Besides in this world there is so much hate going on....Who would want to bring a child into this....?
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Jan 10, 2010 20:42:57 GMT -5
He said no and for the first time Tifa sighed in relief that he actually refused. She wasn't ready either so waiting till they both were seemed like a better idea. "Thank you Cloud..... I know I don't have to but I hate saying no to you. I want you to be happy and if this is what you want then I would give it to you." She paused forming a smile on her lips as she looked at Cloud still holding his hand in hers. "How about we talk about something else?" She asked nervously as she tucked her hair behind her ear with her other hand.
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Jan 10, 2010 21:06:12 GMT -5
"Thank you Cloud..... I know I don't have to but I hate saying no to you. I want you to be happy and if this is what you want then I would give it to you." Don't mistake. He still wanted it. But he was just not ready. It pained him as well for her to say no to him. But, he respected her in a lot of other ways other than making love....Her strength for one, her selflessness, her kind heart. There were many others as well....
"How about we talk about something else?"
"Okay. What else do you want to talk about? I'm open....My ears are both on you right now...." He smiled as he looked into her eyes again. He was settling down now. Now that she said that what she just said. She was only going to do the other to make him happy? She was selfless.....That was one of the qualities he loved about her the most....
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Jan 10, 2010 21:25:36 GMT -5
Tifa's smile broadened as she gazed up and into his mako blue eyes. "Lets see we can talk about this....." She said lifting her wedding ring up for them both to see. They had a wedding to plan and that was never easy work.
"We need to pick the day and place for the wedding...." They both had a lot of work ahead of them before the day of the wedding, and she just realized she needed to start searching for a wedding dress. Maybe she could find free hours to go shopping when she wasn't working or close the bar early on some days like today.
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Jan 10, 2010 21:55:12 GMT -5
"Lets see we can talk about this....." He saw her raise up her hand and he saw her ring...And he smiled...."It does look good on you doesn't it?" He asked with a sexy grin.....
"We need to pick the day and place for the wedding...."
"Okay. I know it's far off....But how 'bout in the summer time? That way we have enough to time to get everything we need for the occasion..." He smiled again....As he thought about how great that day would be. He wished it was tomorrow....But wishes don't happen....He was just glad that she was going to be with him til death did them part....
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Jan 10, 2010 22:23:30 GMT -5
Tifa blushed again as she looked at the ring herself "Yes it does look good on me doesn't it? Hm...... if I remember your words correctly you said everything looks good on me right?" She teased back still looking at her ring. They had a lot of things to do to prepare for that day and Tifa couldn't hide her excitement. Her smile never faded from her lips and only broadened as she gazed deep into Cloud's eyes.
"This summer..... actually I think thats a great idea. A wedding isn't easy to plan. There are alot of things we need to do till that day comes. It won't be easy but in the end it will definitely be worth it and then we can always be together." Tifa couldn't help smiling at that thought after all these years they were finally together and things were going great between them.
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Jan 10, 2010 23:48:04 GMT -5
"Yes it does look good on me doesn't it? Hm...... if I remember your words correctly you said everything looks good on me right?" She had a good point...He always would say that and he smiled and shrugged....
"This summer..... actually I think thats a great idea. A wedding isn't easy to plan. There are alot of things we need to do till that day comes. It won't be easy but in the end it will definitely be worth it and then we can always be together."
"Always and forever....I can't wait either. Tifa...There are a lot of people that have helped me with a lot of things....But you...You are the only one that can love me the way you do....I think that's why I choose you as my Light....Because no matter what love conquers all....I just hope there is some people in this world doing the same thing we are doing right now....Other wise there'd be nothing worth saving....." ((HAHA!! Got that from Armageddon^^ XD))
Cloud took a hold of her hand this time....And placed his fingers in between hers...And closed them....As he brought her hand to his lips and kissed her gently....She was still sitting on top of him too....And he loved that...Her being this close to him right now made him very happy and content....
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Jan 11, 2010 9:14:03 GMT -5
Yet another surprise. Those words she never expected to hear anything like that from Cloud. Those words, she just closed her eyes and smiled with a nod. "Together for ever I would say..... and we deserve this after going through everything with Sephiroth and Shinra.... we deserve this happiness right?"
A shade of red appeared on her cheeks. Tifa was blushing again but as always tried to hide it glancing down as he black hair fell down to cover her face. Her eyes gazed down at her hands, her ring looked perfect on her finger. Not just because he chose the right ring, but knowing that it was their engagement ring that just made it even more special to her. A glitter showed in her eyes as she glanced at her hand holding his. "You know you changed a lot since our meeting on Destiny Island.... I never thought you can open up like this. Its like your a whole new person and you made me fall in love with you all over again this time stronger than before....."
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Jan 11, 2010 15:58:20 GMT -5
"Together for ever I would say..... and we deserve this after going through everything with Sephiroth and Shinra.... we deserve this happiness right?" Sephiroth...Cloud looked down...The very mention of his name sorta depressed him....What was that man so focused on ending Cloud's life? Cloud had an idea....It was probably because of the S Cell Cloud had inside him...Why did Shinra do this to him....? What was their purpose? His thoughts drifted away from her....
"You know you changed a lot since our meeting on Destiny Island.... I never thought you can open up like this. Its like your a whole new person and you made me fall in love with you all over again this time stronger than before....."
And that was when he broke down....He never looked up at her....Tears started to fall....He was not scared to show her emotion now....From what Cloud remembered from that last night at the Shinra Mansion, he looked over at Zack...Half awake....Before some one placed a toxin in his arm.....What did they want from a simple farm boy....That had high loyalties to the very place he worked for? Why did they betray him like this....? "I wish I felt strong now....I would be normal...If...If they have not sabotaged...my very being....Was it because I was the only one able to kill Sephiroth? Tifa....The only reason I did that....Was the way he injected his sword into me....I think if he did Zack like that....It would've been Zack....Not me....I'm only strong because of them..." Cloud really needed her....He was breaking down at this point...It's been a while since he cried...
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Jan 11, 2010 19:32:01 GMT -5
"Cloud......" Tifa saw the look in his eyes from her words did she hurt him. She didn't mean too she just wanted to let him know how much she loved him, but seeing the tears in his eyes just brought ones to hers. "I am sorry I didn't mean to bring them up I know you hate them too after what they did..... Cloud I...... please don't cry." Tears rolled down her cheek as she saw his and reached her hands to wipe his.
Closing her eyes she rested her head on his chest as she hugged him trying to comfort Cloud in anyway she could. "Thats not true Cloud you are strong and it has nothing to do with Shinra... I trust your powers and believe in them." She lifted her head just enough to gaze into his eyes pleading him for forgiveness if she said anything to sadden him.
"Cloud..... but you were stronger before you were able to save me from those monsters when they attacked and you stopped Sephiroth. You are strong and the strength you have now isn't because of what they have done its because of you Cloud...." She paused with a sighed trying to gather more words to say. "I wouldn't have asked you to be my hero back them if I didn't think you were strong to protect me and you were."
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Jan 11, 2010 20:24:19 GMT -5
"Cloud......" "I am sorry I didn't mean to bring them up I know you hate them too after what they did..... Cloud I...... please don't cry." "Thats not true Cloud you are strong and it has nothing to do with Shinra... I trust your powers and believe in them." "Cloud..... but you were stronger before you were able to save me from those monsters when they attacked and you stopped Sephiroth. You are strong and the strength you have now isn't because of what they have done its because of you Cloud...." "I wouldn't have asked you to be my hero back them if I didn't think you were strong to protect me and you were."
Cloud let her rest her head on his chest. She would feel now that he was calming down...As his heart beat normal again. He sighed....It was not her fault at all that he was like this....."Hey...It's okay.....Don't tear yourself apart about this...I love you...." He looked down and wiped away her own tears not even bothering with his...He hated seeing her cry...He smiled at her...."Months ago...I would not have listened to you..." He bit his lip....."But now....Your words comfort me...It was not you Tifa....I was just thinking of what those bastards did to me....I'm not good at forgetting am I? None of this would've happened if I never wanted to leave from home and be a SOLIDER...." He smiled again at her...."Hey....Don't get all teary....We have a wedding to plan huh?"
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Jan 11, 2010 20:59:53 GMT -5
"I am sorry I just hate seeing you cry...." Tifa explained as she wiped his tears when he wiped hers. "I love you too Cloud." She added pressing her lips together to form a small smile. "Will you listen to me now..... you never did before and just shunned me out. You acted as you didn't care no matter what I did I never understood why you did that.... looking back now I can't believe we are really together."
Tifa sighed resting her head back on his chest with a nod. "Yeah your right we do have a wedding to plan. I can't wait to tell everyone or even show them this ring."
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Jan 12, 2010 0:13:48 GMT -5
"I am sorry I just hate seeing you cry...." "I love you too Cloud." "Will you listen to me now..... you never did before and just shunned me out. You acted as you didn't care no matter what I did I never understood why you did that.... looking back now I can't believe we are really together." He looked up at her when she asked that...
"Yeah...." There was all honesty in his eyes as he answered after she wiped his tears away...One thing about tifa, she made sure he was alright....
"Yeah your right we do have a wedding to plan. I can't wait to tell everyone or even show them this ring." "Go on...Tell the world....I don't care....I want every one to know just as badly as you do....I have to find Zack again and ask him to be my best man...What about your maid of honor? Have you thought of any one?" It was quite obvious that Cloud was going to pick Zack for his best friend. Considering Zack was his best friend....
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