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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Dec 13, 2009 0:37:22 GMT -5
"So now you want to retire?" She let out a chuckle before returning to smile as she closed her eyes to rest them for a few seconds. "Yeah I am sure if he was here he would see you as a hero..... I mean you saved the world twice thats more than enough Cloud..... you know your a hero to me" Everything that she wanted to say... everything that she has been holding in was now coming out and she too felt alot lighter now.
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Dec 13, 2009 20:56:16 GMT -5
"So now you want to retire?" Cloud laughed at comment....."I was only joking..." "Yeah I am sure if he was here he would see you as a hero..... I mean you saved the world twice thats more than enough Cloud..... you know your a hero to me" Cloud smiled sweetly. For once it was the other way around. He felt safe in her arms. Just as she would in his. "That means a lot to me....Tifa, I feel so safe right here. What about you? Do you feel lighter?" He asked as he waited for an answer from her...He smiled at the this moments....There would probably never be another moment like this between them....He was trying his best to stay awake.....
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Dec 13, 2009 22:24:47 GMT -5
"I know........" Tifa added with another chuckle as she brushed Cloud's spiky hair back so she could see him better. She laid her head down to rest but wasn't about to fall asleep. Tifa wanted to stay awake tonight, just talk and let it all out. How many chances will they get to do this or be together like this again? Very few she was sure with the fight against the Darkness coming up. "Yeah a lot lighter and safer......... I don't know why but just having you here with me calms me down. Like I know I am safe when your around."
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Dec 13, 2009 23:06:19 GMT -5
"I know........" "Yeah a lot lighter and safer......... I don't know why but just having you here with me calms me down. Like I know I am safe when your around." He smiled. He then raised his head up and moved himself around to where his whole body right on top of hers. But he wasn't laying on her. His fingers were balled up as they pressed against the mattress.....He looked into her eyes.... "We might now get another chance like this....Can we stay here one more night? I wanna be with you as much as I can....Will you....I mean....Do you....Uh....?...." He didn't know how to ask her....He wanted to take this to the next step....But was she ready for this or not....If she wasn't, then he had to respect that....He was feeling more and more in love with her....He wanted tomorrow night to be the night....But would she let him....? She probably knew what he was asking....He was suck a klutz at these things....
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Dec 14, 2009 0:03:28 GMT -5
"Cloud" Tifa didn't know what to answer him. She looked up at Cloud and into his eyes and saw that he was ready but was she? "Um........" She was nervous yes and slightly afraid. Were they moving to fast with this? "Cloud I want that too. Not just for one night but forever I...... I am not ready for that yet..... I am afraid and I don't want to ruin what we have now. I am sorry but can you wait a little longer?" She looked down after that response so not to see the look in to his eyes if it was anger or disappointment.
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Dec 14, 2009 10:38:49 GMT -5
"Cloud" "Cloud I want that too. Not just for one night but forever I...... I am not ready for that yet..... I am afraid and I don't want to ruin what we have now. I am sorry but can you wait a little longer?" Cloud smiled...."It's okay....I probably am not ready too....It was just an idea....Forget about it for now....But I want you to be my first....." Yup Cloud had never done it....He was confessing that to Tifa. He was saving himself for her. He was a Soldier....But, he never lost his control over the little group of fan girls he had....Because his heart belonged to one...He slipped down again and laid his head back on her shoulder....As he held her hand again...."I don't wanna pressure you.....But if you need to wait then I can wait....."
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Dec 14, 2009 11:05:48 GMT -5
"Cloud" Tifa smiled lifting her eyesight back to his level. "You will wait for me and your not angry..........?" She asked as she gazed into his eyes trying to search for her answer, but he just smiled back at her and that made hers brighten.
"Thank You" She said lowering her head back on the pillow and closed her eyes to rest as she continued to listen to him. "You mean....." At those words "I want you to be my first" Tifa opened her eyes again to look at him. She remembered seeing all those fan girls when she used to go to visit him at times at Shinra Headquaters.... She always waited for him but she never thought he would wait for her too.
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Dec 14, 2009 20:21:53 GMT -5
"Cloud" "You will wait for me and your not angry..........?" "Now, why would I be angry?" "Thank You" "You mean....." Cloud blushed as he turned back around to look her in the eyes...."I know what you're thinking....Just because I was a soldier you thought that I hit on every girl in Edge? Well, you're wrong...They wanted to....But I stopped them.....I am...saving myself for you....." He was embarrassed telling her all this....She never heard him open up to her like this before he bet....But it was all true....He was a.....Ya know I don't don't have to say it....Cloud also devoted his self too much to Shin-Ra that time in his past to worry about sex.......
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Dec 14, 2009 21:00:38 GMT -5
"I didn't say every girl but...... I didn't think you would save yourself for me. do you really love me that much?" Tifa asked as she teased him with that question. She did blush at those words he told her but didn't divert her eyes from looking straight in to his mako ones with that smile still on her lips. They were still confessing about their feeling but it was alot easier now for Tifa to let her feelings out and it seemed to be for Cloud too.
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Dec 14, 2009 23:05:32 GMT -5
"I didn't say every girl but...... I didn't think you would save yourself for me. do you really love me that much?" He smiled sweetly at her.... "Yes, I do love you that much...I've come close with other girls....But...They don't even compare to you...." He felt much better now that she knew what he was. That he was saving him self for her....And only her. He would wait another decade if he had to....But he knew that she would eventually tell him when the time was when she was ready....He took her hand in his as he looked into her eyes and let her fingers slip in between his....."So, have you ever uh...ya know?"
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Dec 15, 2009 0:17:03 GMT -5
"Cloud stop your making me blush again......" Tifa said with a chuckle as she still continued to gaze deep into his eyes. They were so close and their love seemed to be stronger, alot stronger. She lifted her head up to his hair and brushed his spikes to the back as she beamed happily and shook her head no at his question. "I have been doing the same thing...... if I....... well I wanted it to be you. I guess that why I am nervous cause I just want it to be perfect....." Another chuckle escaped her lips as she said that but it soon faded to return to that smile. "I have an idea want to hear it?"
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Dec 15, 2009 12:07:05 GMT -5
"Cloud stop your making me blush again......" "But I like doing it..." He smiled big..... "I have been doing the same thing...... if I....... well I wanted it to be you. I guess that why I am nervous cause I just want it to be perfect....." "I have an idea want to hear it?" You've been waiting for me to? I'm impressed...." He leaned closer and kissed her cheek...... "An I idea huh? Okay I'm all ears...." He placed another kiss on her lips. He was curious at what she had planned.....
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Dec 15, 2009 14:18:57 GMT -5
"Thats not fair I can't do that to you" Tifa complained with a teas and let out a laugh as she gazed deep inside those eyes she loved so much. "Come on Cloud did you really think I would go for anyone?" She asked adding to his last sentence.
Yes there were some that came to her for that being the owner of a bar wasn't easy, but she always managed to deal with everything that came her way. "There were others that wanted this yes...... but I just couldn't not with them even then I was waiting for you."
"Well I just thought about it...... how bout as soon as we get some free time like now we got to the Golden Saucer? I just realized we still haven't gone on our date and um..... we could have fun there and....... maybe I will be ready then"She paused every two seconds feeling too nervous as she asked him about this and returned the quick kiss as she waited to hear his answer.
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Post by {Cloud Strife} on Dec 15, 2009 19:39:03 GMT -5
"Thats not fair I can't do that to you" "Why not?" He asked still smiling..."Come on Cloud did you really think I would go for anyone?" "Uh...I....No..." He admitted....."There were others that wanted this yes...... but I just couldn't not with them even then I was waiting for you." "Well I just thought about it...... how bout as soon as we get some free time like now we got to the Golden Saucer? I just realized we still haven't gone on our date and um..... we could have fun there and....... maybe I will be ready then" "sounds great....I guess I gotta ask you out then huh? Okay...Tifa Lockhart, will you go out with me?" Cloud exhaled....You have no idea how long he wanted to ask her that. He looked in her eyes the entire time when he asked her. He was glad to that she had not given herself away from another man now...He very happy with that...She saved himself for him....
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Dec 15, 2009 20:08:45 GMT -5
"Because you don't blush easily like me......" Tifa chuckled at that before brushing her own hair back and tucked it behind her ear. She listened to his question he finally asked her out. "I would love too" Tifa replied with a broad smile. That question finally came and he agreed to go out with her. "You have no idea how long I have waited for you to ask that......"
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